built to last.

MOVED.

2007-12-31T14:23:19Z

stagnant. (:

anw, i've decided to moved to http://s____________.livejournal.com.
wanna know ask me. (:

a new start, a new beginning.

happy 2008!

things happen for a reason. don't whine.

2007-12-08T13:38:21Z

i hate to say this. but, shall say it once more. ~~they~~ are uber childish.
keyword: childish.

c'mon, the world is round and spinning every minute.
paranoia is not getting anywhere anywhere. so just move on.
it's not helping by complaining. why not just take a minute and look back at the past.
think of what each person had done for ____ in the past.
don't ask for more.. self-sufficient will do.

anw, offer from uni of ____(wheets) finally came.
and i'm glad.
cause IM NOT THAT BAD AFTERALL. big grins*
somehow or rather, i am reluctant to go to wherever i'm supposed to fly off to in a few months time due to some reason.

baby, thank you for everything. ilu.
its 2 things down. 3264236834628 things more to go.
jumps around*

xoxo.
outta here. (:

today...

2007-12-02T13:00:09Z

today, i've decided on something. which is ______.
and i've decided to stick close to it and not break it for the rest of the _____.
thankyou.((:

and most of all,
i had a wonderful evening yesterday and the day before.
i heart those people.

one goods down, 723675275327 to go.

i know it will be fine.

2007-11-26T06:15:05Z

looking at those photos. i teared.
flash back of sweet and bitter memories.
proved me a point that is; things changes yet memories are those that stay.
no matter where, distant or close; we once hold the memories so close to us.
and that's the most important thing right now.
cherish.

BUILT TO LAST

2007-11-23T16:26:03Z

I've looked for love in stranger places
but never found someone like you
someone whose smile
makes me feel i've been holding back
and now there's nothing I can't do

cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built to last
it's built to last

all of our friends
saw from the start
so why didn't we believe it too?
now look, where we are
you're in my heart now
and there's no escaping it for you

cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built to last

walking on the hills at night
with those fireworks and candlelight
you and i were made to get love right

cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built to last

cause you are the sun in my universe
consider the best when we felt the worst
and most of all, most of all
most of all, most of all,
most of all. most of all
it's built to last

---
this is what i want to say.
they are built to last. yes.
sudden surge of imissyou feeling.
the parting now is for the better future for all of us.
baby, i know things aren't that well now. but you and i know the best; what we want.
holdon. xoxo. ilu.

phee-wee-wheet.

2007-11-22T13:34:37Z

i hate copycats. and i mean it.
the keyword is: hate, copycat.
google it if you don't really know the meaning.

got shot or got shot.
dumbo.
agree? AGREED.

hates

2007-11-19T12:58:14Z

they are resurfacing again. despite everything i do.
i really hate this yet i can't do anything about it.
tell me, how can i overcome.

sn0isulljj @ 2007-11-12T09:50:00

2007-11-12T01:53:14Z

" If you are dealing with fears and insecurities from old head programs, have compassion for yourself. Just love your insecurities, fears and resentments. Release and forgive them as they come up. Judging, beating or repressing insecurities just gives them power. Then you have a pattern that never gets resolved. Recognize that your real security is built from your relationship with your own heart."

- Sara Paddison, The Hidden Power of the Heart

it never fails to come true. sigh.

ba-da-da-da ((:

2007-11-06T15:28:28Z

like FINALLY.
hearts to ______s. ❤
((:

---

"Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face."

fugly.

2007-11-05T14:39:11Z

lol. noob....s ((:

the best thing. ((:

2007-10-21T11:57:23Z

i've got nothing to hide. and here it goes...

lunch with the family.
heh. iloveyou all.

sumptuous dinner.

till wee hours.

thanks peeps. ((:
love it. hearts.
and those that wished me;
hearts too.

fly me to the moon. like real.

2007-10-19T14:29:20Z

MOMMY'S REWARDING ME AND MY BROTHER.
heh. iloveyou mommy.
hahaha. i'm a happy girl.
my lovely family, my sweet bf & my wonderful group of friends.
HEARTS;*

---

dont see a point. but, who cares.
LALALA.
it's so dumb.

HA-HAH-HAHA.

2007-10-16T10:47:56Z

be who you are, that is most beautiful.

2007-10-15T08:29:45Z

that's so oh-so-funny.
cause...every other person comes by is the best.
like a joke isn't it.

---

be proud of what you've done is graceful.
but be boastful of what you have is nothing.
simply put, a joke. ((:

clear.

2007-10-13T16:45:56Z

no comments, shan't comment either.
i know my priorities.
i know what i want.
it is for me to decide now.

---
somethings are built to last.

sn0isulljj @ 2007-10-08T21:08:00

2007-10-08T13:10:12Z

dumb~~fuck~~.

randoms.

2007-10-08T02:58:46Z

sometimes, i just don't understand why people do thing just to show it to others.
to prove that you're happy now?
to prove that you're loved now?
to prove that you're better off now?
or to just show a worse side?

i seriously don't know. don't understand either. cause things that one can do is so impossible for me to imagine(though it really happened). people once he/she complained. now choose to be close to them just because he/she think that it is possible for them to become what he/she want them to be. but have you thought of it, you hadn't been the best. so you can't complain. cause the way that you do things, is not what others want to see at all. knock some sense into yourself before trying hard to prove something that it is not worth at all. cause that's dumb. honestly.

oh wells, i'm a happy girl now. shan't complain any further. ((:

dumb&useless

2007-10-02T11:02:12Z

i feel useless&dumb; with that many many reason that i should feel that way long time ago. of all the reasons that is unknown, the worst of all happened ~~yesterday~~ today.

weird.feeling.

2007-09-29T06:22:08Z

)):

it seems so weird at home right now.
lesser noise around.

LALALALA~

2007-09-13T12:23:09Z

a tinge of happiness.
a sense of satisfaction.
it's tasty. not literally though.

it's POSITIVE.
i just kept smiling. ((:

-

but boy wasn't that happy earlier on. but he's okay now.
beams*

yet again.

2007-08-24T14:13:46Z

actually, i have starting to make up my mind on giving up. perhaps not at this time, maybe sooner or later. cause i can't be any help, so just leave them or things alone it would be much better. maybe you say it wouldn't be better but for me, i really do feel that. nothing i say can help, nothing i do can help, so why bother telling me. i don't want to hear more hurting things. i'm honestly very tired. cause now i believe "having nothing, nothing can he lose". i guess i choose it this way. all i can say is...i'm sorry. i've changed.

-

everything. everyone.

sn0isulljj @ 2007-08-17T15:56:00

2007-08-17T07:57:26Z

something happy here. lighten the mood for the past few entries and days/weeks/months

Create your own Friend Test here

lost.

2007-08-15T15:00:02Z

i honestly don't like to explain to others.
it is getting on my nerves.
the world would not stop spinning cause one person is feeling down. cause the world do not revolve around one person.
if everyone just cared about himself/herself, then might as well like in one's self-denial world where you're the most important, attention seeking world. but in this practical world, if you're not proactive you tend to lose out.
and at the same time, it is not just one person to that is upset. it takes two hands to clap.

that's all that i want to say.
disappointment.
failed.

wonders that sparkles.

2007-08-12T09:09:55Z

rather pleasing week. less the lil' quarrels, the lates. ((:
i'm a happy girl.
-

scrapbook; 080807
ndp,sun; 090807
boardgames; 100807
sweet <3, dinner; 110807
baby,driving; 120807

my week was well spent.
appreciation is all i need.

my thoughts.

2007-07-18T13:11:13Z

my dearest, i know you're feeling very stressed up, frustrated with school and stuff. i know i should not always throw tantrum and angry with you. i'm here for you like you always do when i needed you the most. i love you baby. i'll try not to complain okay. i will try, for you. ((: thank you.

-

on my way home, had loads of thoughts.

prove to me that you're worth trusted again. it's not only that you had one chance; it's more than once. i just don't get it - your rational behind that. is if fair for meus? or to you? or to him? you chose new found love over us, is it because you want to avoid getting hurt or unhappy or just simply show that we're not of any worth. is it the fact that your ideas are not supported that you went to seek comfort in others. what about us? its all about opportunity cost, i guess.

another thing that i pondered over and over is that since human life is so fragile but why could some people simply take it so easily. or another perception, living for the sake of living. i could not believe it, is it life not important or just the loved ones's lives are much more important than others that one can just say take that and die.

i have nothing else that i want to say. some things and perceptions i can never accept it. prove to me that i'm wrong. and maybe i will. not angry, not hate, just probably more of disappointed more than anything else.